BESTIES.. WHERE ARE YOU???

my life...
thought it was so colourful... but now. i realize...
at school, im just alone..
friends? of course i have. a lot..
how about bestfriends??
im still loking for it...
i don't know where is she.. im still searching n searching..
God, where is my bestie is??
Deep inside my heart, i have no trusted with a best friends whom people talk..
i have a lot of experience abt loosing a bestfriends..
just disappear..
i dk they all disappear bcos of me or nope...
im just........................
so stressful with this problem.............
why??
i dk.........
i just want a bestfriend....
that always cares with me........
i just want a bestfriend....
that always stand besides me......
i just want a bestfriend....
that always understands what i want to.....
i just want a bestfriend....
that always shed my tears........
i just want a bestfriend....
that always cries in my shoulder........
i just want a bestfriend....
that always makes me smile..........

WHERE ARE YOU??